uncertainty
familiarity breeds contempt.
you knew me for 10 years and you tell me that you dont feel special anymore. and that gives you the right to betray me, doesn't it?
what about me? do you think i feel special? do you think i had the feelings i had 10 years ago? stop dreaming, we live in an evolving world. you cannot keep feeling the same way you did 10 years ago. i was only 16, my love was immature. but now i am turning 26, my love for you has matured - the way you want me to. didn't you see me change, didnt you see me grow? i was by your side for 10 years, 10 long years, am i that invisible that you became oblivous to my existence and feelings?
i gave you space, but not too distant, just the way you like it. i cared for you the way you want me to - i became like a mother, caring for you, feeding you, being someone you can rely on. each day, every single day my feelings grow deeper. yes, i changed. i no longer say sweet words to you, i dont say things which strangers say to you, nice lovely words.
but do you realise what you have become? do you think you were like you were 10 years ago, the young, polished, suave man i used to know? what have you done to retain your character that i loved once? the man who used to tell me how beautiful i am, touch me and hold me with so much passion and yearn to see me every passing day? instead what i got is a man who wants to be with every other woman except for me and save his unsightly qualities for me - digging his nose, sitting like an animal, telling me how fat (and unsightly) i am and instead of telling me how much he loved me every night, he only asks for one thing - scratching his back.
do you realise
posted by LadyBug at 1:14 AM
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